I am totally empty

Cause of you. I just let you go, but I didnt know what a gap you would create inside me. Your presence was so perceptible all this time, even though you were not physically here. Now you are not inside me at all. Just a bit of memories which are intangible and will fade as the time goes... I let myself be totally conquered by your presence. By your character, by your habbits by your sayings. I did that on purpose just because I wanted you to be happy. I dont care about me...I do care for the vain empty feelings I have. Myself looks so big now as there is plenty of room all over...Will I feel alive again? Will my feelings be my beloved companion? Of course they will, of course I will live, but....there will always be a small BUT which would have turned the story differently if and only if things were so different between us.