Ending the end with a sadly ending monologue

The days are passing without knowing when they begin and when they end. No difference between them. They all seem to be the same. The same day again and again for days. Nothing matters, no worries or all the worries fly above the days. Sunny days without sun. Light all over but darkness surrounds it. What love would be without hate? Is it possible u to be hated? Is it possible me to hate me? All the ideas and the thoughts in a beautifull crazy mind. Hate and love are a few cm away from each other. I think I passed the few cm and I lay on hate now. A silent selfish woman. A noise stupid man. My love ends here, my monologues just began. Suddendly understanding that I am all alone occured in front of me. You were all these years alone, but you kept everything in your mind, thinking that you are not alone. Guess what...nothing changed. My mind got back and I am ending the end with a sadly ending monologue.

My mind is peacefull. :)